I am smiling..

Well it's been a seriously strange year... And boy am I glad to see 2009 gone! ha ha Nothing too horrible or dramatic happened.. but I had some serious ups and downs. I learned a lot about myself, and sometimes things weren't looking too great! But the last 2 weeks of 2009 were fabulous!! I have never been happier and I am excited to see what happens next.. whatever that is! In the next few weeks, a lot could change... or not! I am not really sure what will happen.. but I am going to keep my chin up, and keep smiling, and be happy with my situation!! There are some people who have come into my life who have made a difference, and have made me see the positive in everything, and have truly made me happy! Then there are those who remind me of decisions I have to make, and don't always make me feel great... but I am too content with life right now to care about them and their opinions! :) I have some really good friends, who have helped me through A LOT.. and still constantly let me vent to them! I am so lucky to have them!! So for 2010.. I am not making resolutions to loose weight or make more money or anything like that... I am only making a resolution to "Live in the now" and enjoy what is given to me! I have to remind myself that it is okay to just focus on what is happening today.. and not what might happen in the future. I want to be happy right now and worry about later... later! Hopefully I can get through the next few weeks, and continue to be happy!! Wish me luck! :)